I'm on a
caffeine high...and worse, I'm currently
PMS-ing! So back off!...
.all hell will break loose

.
... haha, kidding......but I'm on a high, really, although I only
had 2 minia
aaaaaaature cups of a 12-peso
tea latte with sugar from IBC-13's
Nescafe ve
ndo-machine (courtesy of Daddy Jek, thanks again,daddy Jek) - it has the same effect on m
e as with any other bittersweet
beverages/subs
tances --- it triggered my imagined psycho-illness.
So... to you, dear faceless anonymous view
er/s, enjoy an agonizing dose of disorganized thoughts and incoherence. Haha.
Here, my litany begins:
I am multi-faceted.... and I'm a feline....
meow, which means I have nine lives... 'got only 3 lives left in existence though...but lo, I'm prowling and living them to the fullest
RawwwRRRR! Current life in existence is at both ends of the pole. I'm the worst bi-polar,yo!. Or at least, a
self-confessed bipolar... Cannot afford professional opinion to make the illness officia
l yet. Sorry.

All-smiles

Giggling in all my
pa-cute splendor
unmindful how crooked my teeth are

Guffawing silly
devoid of all inhibitions

...and in-love
yet again with
yet another illusion

Oh, Toni 1, when will you ever learn?
or at least grow up?

On my second cup I was:
Hyperventilating

My thoughs not only has gone haywire
it popped hyperlinks out every nano-second

and I have no choice but to hide deep into the confines of my aural curtain
*
my iPod, yo*
and shun
your world

.
Then there was
S I L E N C Eso chaotic it could deafen you
Then there was
INTROSPECTIONbathed in paranoia, it could make you go delusional.
*** *** *** ***
But there's still:
PERSISTENCE and immovable stubbornness
and RESILIENCE
that'r, all at once, giving me the metaphorical major-kick-in-the- butt...
...making me stand on my toes and shrug off all life's colossally-little shit
and say,
BRING IT ON, y'all!
toodles!
gotta go get my third cup....
...this time, a venti.
Ah, life.... FILL ME IN and
get going.....................................